let bygones be bygones

2007-10-13T02:57:00.000-07:00

Life.. I don't know. It's so unpredictable huh? You really won't know what will happen tomorrow or even an hr later... *Sighs*

Life is a gift.. Everyone must treasure your lives. I believe it's really precious.. Even if it's out fortunate or otherwise, it's still precious.

Anyway, some individuals should really look things at a different point of view sometimes. For some, it takes like forever for them to realise :)

Enjoy your everyday peeps!

2007-09-25T00:17:00.000-07:00

...List out your top 5 birthday presents u wish for:
- Holiday trip to Japan or beautiful resorts.
- Part time job with good pay.
- Move to a nice hdb.
- A life time consultant.
- Peace.

1. The person who tagged u is:
Priscilla

2. Your relationship with her is:
Best friends for 10 over years!

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
Pleasant, chubby, lovely, helpful and talented.

4. The most memorable thing she has done for you:
Haha.. to spend her precious time with me as she’s always busy.

5. The most memorable words she has said to you:
That she loves me!!

6. If she becomes your lover, you will?:
hahaha.. Be fortunate.. but she’s so attached!

7. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on?:
She’s a great lover.. J

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will:
Try to be friends with her again.. but this won’t happen!

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is:
… Never thought of that.. Maybe misunderstanding?

10. The most desired thing you would like to do for her now is?:
To buy lots of hello kitty stuffs for her and also shower her with my blessings!

11. Your overall impression of her:
A friend whom I can be with forever.. Trustworthy, loyal, genuine.. Nothing to hide.. I’m fortunate to have met her in that ulu primary school.. J No regrets.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
Weird, temperamental, flirtatious, act cute, blur. LOL.

13. The character you love about yourself is:
That I have an imaginery mind.

14. On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself:
Being too emotional.. and blur.

15. The most ideal person I would like to be:
Sammi Chueng. She's confident, beautiful and got lovely voice.

16. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them:
I'll have to apologise for the nasty things i've done or said to you. I'll alwayss remember you all. Forgive me if I've neglected you and also thanks for being there for me when I needed someone.

2007-09-11T02:15:00.001-07:00

After a 2 months of attachment, I realised I have changed.. quite a lot..

I've worked hard.. I have made myself to wake up early just to be in time. I've put on much make up just to look pretty, presentable and matching with my reception's uniform. I'm facing hard times most of the times.. like how seniors complained how blur I am or how guests felt unhappy about my service. Remembering hard every standard procedures to avoid making mistakes but I still do. Haha.. Worst still, didn't charge the guests which I have to end up risking by taking the amount from the credit card number. I'm always fearing that guests would return and search for explanations.. Other than those, I'm quite happy with work. Will always try to learn the hard and positive way..

My life is starting to change. My dad's retired. My mom, by the end of next month, will be jobless. Me, a trainee, earning little 500 bucks per month. My dad's gonna sell this Dover house away and buy a hdb flat. Well, I don't mind living in hdb, but I worry about my mom. She's demanding, selfless and greedy most of the times. What exactly does she wants, none of us knows. Is she in her menopause stage? I hope she just stop affecting the people around her.. Fearing she would just commit something wrong one day.. Fearing my family will fall financially.
Fears... everyday. I wanted to think that my life is as simple as working happily, meeting my peers when we have the time, having small talks with family members about my work and dating a right one till marriage. Simply, just wanna do all these...

However, it isn't all these. I need to plan how to get myself a degree after my diploma. Need to think how I'm going to get a reasonable pay after my diploma to get that degree or maybe just to support myself and my family in future time to come... Blaa...

2007-06-12T11:52:00.000-07:00

CAN'T GET TO SLEEP!! =x So I guess this is the right time to do the updates ya? Hehe..Well~ This is the last class outing to Batam on 25.06 =) Picture above was taken before the trip at about 830am. Kenny, me, Cheryl, hahaa tom-boy miss ong, Rubun and Adil. I was having flu since that previous night but I couldn't bear to miss this outing! Another pic before the trip with the girls.. :)

On the way to Batam in ferry.. I could felt the joy of 1 and 1/2hr, sleeping.

Class photo after seafood dinner. Honestly, food wasn't good. Haha.. But the companion of these fellowmates was fantastic though. Fei Gek's friend assumed that one student in here looked like a teacher. That person is Davenna, that 'chubby' girl bending a little at the front wearing floral T and specs? LOL. Can see how she stood out from the rest? So mean huh.. =x

Around 9pm, on the way to back to Batam ferry terminal, everyone's like so tired yet enthu in taking photos. Hahaa.. I didn't dare to pose with middle finger you see? =) But well taken la haha..
This picture was taken in the ferry while coming back to Singapore. I've bought so much junk food!! I've really regretted how I've spent the money that whole day! It's unbearable la! I could have bought RL Polo-Ts. Brr. Forget it. I got really heavy flu when I got back to Singapore. That night.. I was taken care by 'him' and I recovered the next day. It was a touching experience and that was the last good thing I could remember what he's done for me :(

Hahaha! Kenny used to sit next to me in class and spurt nonsense. I like to disturb him with some weird jokes and he'll give me some stunned look. Anyway, I borrowed this Shrek's ears from him and forced him to take a photo with me =) Haha.. Kenny said I looked cute! HEE.
And this is me alone acting cute! =) I was really in a good mood cos my presentation went smoothly before that. Haha.. This is a sign of relief and happiness. Stress-free I shall say. By the way, in case you wanna know, who's that person at the background, she's Cheryl. Haha.. Someone who just says whatever she wants. Talks really crappy stuffs but overall a fun person to talk to though she doesn't look that way? =x

Our class's second and last project, The Mystical Journey. Whole room was filled with aroma therapy and there were four tents with different kind of fortune telling in each. There was quite an overwhelming response especially for tarot card reading. I didn't have the chance to go for that. So sad.. But I tried the uh hum, DAMN ACCURATE palm reading and parrot reading.

Me and Pasca trying hard to pose like Arabian women after the event in the palm reading tent =) But it's obviously a total failure. Whatever.. Haha.. Decorations was partially taken away already when we took this photo. If not, you'll get to see the tent lighted with candles too..!

YUPP!! That's all folks! I still got some retarded photos to upload for the next post.. =)

2007-06-11T03:21:00.000-07:00

After a small project discussion and chat with Dav, I went to Westmall and bought slimming shower gel, pantyliners, contact lenses and its solution with my pay I got today.. Haha.. Anyway, the chat was about my complicating family background. He was speechless when I told him the problems I've faced and facing now. Haha.. Gosh I won't say nothing about it now.

YUP! I've bought that slimming shower gel. I hope it really works. LOL. Mentioned, results can be shown in a month time. "Sure?!", I thought. Without hesitation, I've bought it. Original price is app. $50! And I only got it at $20. How cheap, lol. (-.-" now my stepdad starts telling me why this stuff won't work. AH!)

After buying these stuffs, I've left with so 'much' money. Really felt damn down la. I've realised I could have bought clothes for myself. Sh*t.

I've been going out so much lately and I haven't started revising for my exam next week. Even more down.. I need encouragement. Give me some please?

Anyway, I'm gonna get changed. Haha.. Gonna meet my primary schoolmate soon! Haha.. To my primary school pals, guess who he is. LOL.

TATA! :)

2007-05-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

My scanner's not exactly working so got Pris to do it. But.. I didn't know it came out so small here. Haha.. Nevermind. As long as you can see that we are best friends after 13 years of friendship!

There is one picture I didn't like in here. Lol. All thanks to Pris la.. My face was distorted by her last minute accidental creation.

However it is, I still love these pictures cos of her beautiful creation to the first two pictures. =) You wouldn't believe how long we got this done. We took about nearly an hour to decorate these pictures! Ridiculous right? There's no time limitation, therefore we took our precious sweet time! It's really a long time since we last taken sticker photos. Hehe.. Pris love this machine a lot though she has got problem.. posing. Hahaa.. I enjoyed that day and thanks for accompanying me to ICA for a long time. =)

I also enjoyed the chinese dessert with you, Gav and Terence last night. It's been a long time there's such gathering. The almond paste and the mixed balls dumplings. LOL! Terence and Gav were laughing at this name.. And Gav started telling us about a man in World's Guiness Record. He chopped off his 'thing' in a slow and calm manner. He even saw it. Haha.. almost lost my appetite man!

Alright. I'm going for an interview this week but I don't know when! Lol. Hopefully I'm going to that hotel with Ellina.. She's still waiting for her contract. Haha.. Hope you get the letter soon! If we really get in, hahaa! I'll torture you with my idiotic behaviours! :)

I'm tired.. from the long hours work. Last Sun at Expo wasn't exactly hard job. But the long hours almost dozed me off! We waited for the event to end so we could clear every tables glasses, 150 tables napkins and table cloths. When the event ended, it was about 2am. We left at 3am and I slept at 4am without washing my hair, only body. I was so lazy and I thought I can wash it at 7am when preparing for school. I woke up at 820am and I'm only 30 mins away from the first class! Hahaa.. I quickly did my refreshments for 15 mins then rushed down by cab. I was 5 minutes late but mam was so kind enough, didn't give me demerit points :)

Yesterday I worked for a catering company in royal hotel @queens. Ellina and I thought it was royal hotel. We were fed up with the people who kept telling us where the hotel is located. One said was at Waterloo another said it's at Newton. They're playing us up la! Haha. We were really feeling quite weird with this company cos it's our first time with them. =)

Anyway, we were told last minute that there's a second place near Newton MRT, a service apartment. Beautiful place I must say! Hahaha. I kept "wa-ing" in envy. Ellina said I was really 'sua ku' in Indonesian language. Whatever la.. She's another rich girl what! That's why I was behaving that way what..

Haha finally there was one place which made her "waa". It's simply a nicely furnished bathroom with steam room sauna, sauna, shower room and cubicles. Haha.. The cubicles. They are almost transparent can! Ellina even said she can see my uh hem! Undie's colour! hahaha! Sick la. No security! It was cool lar.. Service was so simple and we earned few bucks just like that. =)

2007-04-30T07:05:00.001-07:00

What an ass. I have to queue for an hour and 15 minutes for a 3 minutes consultation. Because I know I have to wait long in a polyclinic, that's why I waited for the whole day at home till evening for my dad get me to a private clinic.. It's really a bad experience.

Air condition was too cold. F**KING cold and annoyed. Level of TV was too loud. Staffs turned me off (All thought they were pretty. They talked like some gangsters. ) Doctor was really argh..

I kept sneezing, sneezing and sneezing. Can imagine that kind of torture? My head hurts damn bad. Yet no staff took any initiative to turn down the temperature. Forget it. Then! I had to figure out what sicknesses the 7 patients before me were diagnosed with cos' they seriously stayed in there for more than 10 minutes! Then, when there's one more left to go before I could finally leave that clinic, this young couple and a small child cut my que. Well, I could really understand that because that child was having rashes all over the face. BUT! I should be informed by the staff. It's a basic courteousy damn it. Really. The staff was totally ignorant about the next patient!!!!! WHAT AN ASS OK?

Ok FINE. When I got in to see the doctor, he checked my throat, temperature and my breathing. All he could say was, "hmm it's nothing serious. Unless you have green phelgm and terrible throat pain, I'll give you an antibiotics." YOU CALL YOURSELF A QUALIFIED DOCTOR??????!!!!!!!!!! My GOD. He's a pervert.

While he was checking my breathing, he checked thrice at the back. WHY? First was outside my layer of shirt. Second, he led his instrument inside my shirt (understandable) and third, he said he has to check if there's any rashes, so he pulled up my shirt! This was not it. He continued asking if there were rashes on other places. I looked at him and said, "no, thought you've checked my back?". He then asked to check my shin. CRAP. I had to pull up my pants to show him my legs. I felt extremely uncomfortable. So I asked, "what has rashes got to do with my cold?". Doctor replied, "To see if you have symptoms of dengue fever." YOU'RE SUPER IDIOTIC. You checked my temperature, you didn't tell me if I've got any fever and now you're telling me if I have symptoms for dengue. WOW thanks for your help doctor ass. I'm sure I'm not gonna go to your clinic again as you're damn unprofessional.

I am so sick.. I was so starving the whole day and my first meal was at 830pm. I can't imagine if everyday is like this. It is insanely sickening.

Tips to stay happy :)

2007-04-26T01:11:00.000-07:00

Being positive and encouraged is the best way to stay happy!

1.your presence is a present to the world.
2.your life can be just what you want it to be.
3.take the days just one at a time.
4.you're unique.
5.count your blessings not your troubles.
6.within you are so many answers.
7.understand, have courage, be strong.
8.you'll make it through whatever comes along.
9.so many dreams are waiting to be realised.
10.decisions are too important to leave to chance.
11.don't put limit on yourself.
12.nothing wasted more energy than worrying.
13.the longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets.
14.live a life of serenity not regrets.
15.don't take things too seriously.
16.do ordinary things in an extraordinary way.
17.life's treasures are people... together.
18.have health, hope n happiness.
19.remember that a little love goes a long way.remember that a lot goes forever.
20.realise that it's never too late.
21.remember that friendship is a wise investment.
22.take time to wish upon a star.
23.reach for your peak, your goal, your prize.

HOT ISSUES

2007-02-22T08:10:00.000-08:00

It's the 3rd week Feb! so sad! WHY?

#1 : mr march is approaching! projects and exam's is (due & com)ING!

#2 : 4 birthday peeps this month. don't know what to give them!
#3 : my hair's longer, don't know how to maintain! then still have to pay for haircut. troublesome.
#4 : nothing else to complain about? hahaha..

Holiday's coming in just a month's time! i just feel like going to bintan! who wants to go? Quick tell me. Cos if many is going, my mom will allow me to go as well! =( look at these pics. My friend intro me to BALE BALI.. Enjoy this pictures. Imagine yourself there.. Hahaha..

Imagine chilling here and drinking red wine, chocolates and relaxing in the breeze.

Private pool in your room... How cool is that? Romantic right? Haha..

Room with pool view..

ROOM.. Wahh.. My future home style.

CNY. No much visiting.. BUT many late night out!

NYE after reunion dinner, went to meet chris at holland. Hahaha. chill at Eski Bar (which i called it Ice Bar instead) and gave him my treat. Wa lau ay! Sam once in a while treat only hor.. Mai siao siao. Not satisfied leh. So about 12 plus both of us went to KBOX to sing the hell out of ourselves. Maybe not for poor chris who had sore throat? =x Oh ya! so cool! kbox staff let us in for one pax amount, <$50. SO WU HUA. Sang till 3am! Almost 3 hrs of singin sessions.

So, been to Cheryl's, Gavin's place. Play cards! Black Jack! Haha! First night of cny, I won. Not bad for beginner. Second at Gavin's, PIANG EH. I felt like killing myself! Lost >$10. Not alot for those who always bet big la! I 'DWEE' ah but Terence more 'dwee' hahaha cos he lost the most! =x

SAMMIE'S COOKIES & MILK BAR! my dream.. my fantasy. though i know i wont work towards it for now. Hahaha! Not prepared. Just have my concept lar. 2 themes; retro and romantic. both with warm, cosy with bar counters. =) choices from the various kinds of flavoured cookies and milk. of course sell other food as well la.. haha.. AND MORE IDEAS. just dont feel like sharing now. HOHO.

Saw Nicolas's display pic of him and a BM Z4. I know what you're thinking! NO! He's only 18 this year. Of course it's not his, it's his colleague's. Anyway, he told me he works for this marketing company. Mentioning that it can give him benefit such as car incentives and err.. I forgot. All I know is that, you can earn a lot if you're willing and determined enough. Heh. He encouraged me to join this company, but I wasn't that interested though i very much wanted to earn loads?

Alright! Coming to the end of this entry.. I'm gonna tell you all what types of guys Sammie likes! USING FOOD.

In sequence order:

1 MARSHMALLOW+HONEY+CHOCOLATE+CANDY : Lee Seung Ki, Korean. SUCH A CUTIE! HAHA! sweet, irresistable, yummilicious and comforting. He's practically everything I want. *blushes*Love his smile and his voice. Should see him in Korean variety shows. I'll always smile to myself whenever i see him. Haha.. Melts my heart.. Aww~ Irresistable sweeetie~ WISH MY FUTURE HUBBY BE LIKE HIM!

2 SPICY CHILLI : Rain, Korean. Whoaa! His dance moves simply make everyone go crazy! SO HOT! He acted in Full House, My Beloved and more? Hahaha.. Nice smile and overall charisma! Wish my future bf be like him..

3 HONEY PIE (though there's no such food) : Lee Hyun Bin, Korean. Ahh~ Cute pose! haha. He played in My Name is Kim Sam Soon. Loves his dressing in the drama. =) As sweet as honey, and delicious like pie! Hahaa.. Gentle, are his eyes.. =)

4 CHOCOLATE FONDUE WITH STRAWBERRIES : Daniel Wu or Wu Yan Zu, HK. Handsome, stylish, charming.. Love his eyebrows and his small lips. Acted in lots of movies.. Choc fondue so sweet and tempting. Dip in with strawberries, so comforting and classy.. even more make sure this kind of man won't be my future hubby. =( NO AN QUAN GAN.

5 LOLLIPOP : Dicky Cheung or Zhang Wei Jian, HK. Hahaa.. Humorous, cute, cool, flirtatious. Lollipop cos of his glib-tongue. Might consider this type of man as my future hubby.. Charismatic. faithful though have lots of lovers. HAHA.

6 RED WINE WITH CHOCOLATES : Wang Li Hong, Taiwan singer. Oh my... This sweetheart melts my heart with his talents! A hunk=nice(body,face)+write good music+plays(violin,piano,sings,dance)well. Haha.. Red wines, chocolates are classy. So is he.

7 APPLE CANDY : Vaness Wu or Wu Jian Hao. When he started from F4. I thought he was not at all good-looking. Well, maybe it's cos of the hair. hahaha.. After seeing him dance and the way he presents himself, find him sweet, charismatic..

8 WHISKEY NEAT ON THE ROCK WITH CHERRY : Justin Timberlake, US. Just like whiskey. Sexy, hot. Hahaha! He dances damn well toO!!! =) WOo! Smooth. And I love his voice. High pitched but sensual. =x *Blushes*

9 BLUEBERRY PIE : Nelly, US. A rapper with no good looks.. BUT.. with warm, cool style and great rapping skill. =) His voice is a little squeeky? But.. just loves the way he brings the rythym. Why blueberry pie? Cos yummy la.. lol.

10 ALL SORTS OF BEANS : LOL yes! MR BEAN, British (i assume~). Hahaha! Isn't he cute? Actually i were to choose between William Hung and him.. I'll choose him.. Cos he's quiet and arrogant. HAHA. Can control me. Then william hung leh.. I won't choose him I won't be able to resist the "SHE BANGS" song he got famous with.

SO! How are they? =) My taste is kinda unique in some ways. =x Hahaha..

I'll be posting my favourite female artistes soon when i'm BERY FREE.. =)

2007-02-10T12:55:00.000-08:00

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are.
Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

so cool.. I totally agree!

Capricorn - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment.
You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of.
You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you.

Your negative traits:

Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your partner's past.
You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with.
You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not

Your ideal partner:

Is incredibly powerful and well respected.
Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work.
Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday.

Your dating style:

Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you.

Your seduction style:

Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom.
Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time.
Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary.

Tips for the future:

Open up. A little emotional expression is a good thing in relationships.
Leap before you look. You don't have to run a cost benefit sheet on everyone you date.
Enjoy the now. No need to worry about marriage on the first few dates.

Best color to attract mate: Dark green

Best day for a date: Saturday

What's Your Love Profile?

haha.. good in bedroom sia!

Your Lust Quotient: 39%

You are a fairly lustful person, but nothing out of the norm.

You usually keep your lust under control, but sometimes it gets the better of you.

How Much Lust Do You Have?

You Are 61% Grown Up, 39% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

ya?

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.

It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.

At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

Yup yup.. quite true..

2007-02-10T10:49:00.000-08:00

SAD TOPIC

Guess I must be really insane. For someone who's never been close to me in these 3 years time. And only when recently our friendship's got better, he's leaving.

Before boarding the plane...

"this is it babe... I'll be back soon... You be good aight?"

It's uncomfortable.. But since he said he'll be back soon, I'm just gonna spend my time like usual.. Forget about time. Motivate myself, like what I did when Melissa's away.

And again, I'm thinking of saving up for the trips to melbourne.

Melissa's living next month. Although we spent SO SO SO SO TRIPLE little time together, we both understand each other's schedule. Although we seldom contact, even if she's in sg, we can still feel each other's concern. See what's friendship about... Understanding, trust. If only lovers can be like this....

HAPPY TOPIC

Terence, friend of Pris's boyfriend bought me a pair of wedges from BATA. LOL. He thought my pair of black shoes doesn't match my outfit. No. Actually he didn't like the POINTY part. Well, I insisted of going home to change into another pair. But he said nevermind, he'll buy me a new pair later. Hahaa.. Cos he was almost desperate to find a SPC petrol kiosk then! No more petrol liao~ Blaa.

I asked, "Why SPC? Must really be SPC meh?"

Terence replied, "My parents la!! They only go to SPC cos we have the discount card! It would be cheaper..."

Me asked again, "How much cheaper?"

"$10 plus", Terence said ending with a faint 'hehehe....'

*PIAK* I PAY THE $10 FOR YOU LA. GO TO ESSO!
But still ended up in Jurong East SPC... =.-''

Yup yup..! I went to NIE's Band concert. It was good.. =) never enjoyed such music for long time. Kept thinking of the times I had throughout in JT Band. Too bad.. it's gone.

Conversation with Chris on MSN earlier on.....

chris says:
actually, i was thinking earlier today

chris says:
that you're brilliant

chris says:
you're very smart la

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
hahaha

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
why leh?

chris says:
not academically or anything, but street-smart

*s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
ERR

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
examples which made you felt that way?

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
lOl

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
im super gong lar

chris says:
no. that's the brilliant part.

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
huh

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
okay..

Asked him to explain...

chris says:
well looking blur is part of an act

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
=.-""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
i dont understand

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
that's the brilliant part?

chris says:
yes.. it's reminiscient of the symbolic atypism of the type of asian girls that guys like

chris says:
which is part of why u appear so attractive

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
SUPER CHIMMMMMMMMMM

chris says:
okok. how about u act exactly like what guys like to see in girls

chris says:
hahaha

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
sexy? smart? easy?

chris says:
not so much smart, hahahahaha

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
-.-'' WHY

chris says:
cos' most guys are intimidated by girls smarter than them, the kind that can think for themselves so cannot be dominated or bullied

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
okay

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
then what did you say abt me

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
what act blur..

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
guys like to see girls act blur?

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
and what does it got to do with street smart?

chris says:
yeah, sort of. blur easy to bluff that kind (AM I SO GULLIBLE HUH?)

chris says:
like this friend i was talking to just now. lol

chris says:
anyway, is like, you're smart cos' altho u act that way you're not. smarter than that. which is good.

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
ok..

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
smart..

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
why smart

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
HAH

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
why

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
dont get it

chris says:
that's the brilliant part! u're not even aware of it. that means u internalized ur behaviour already.

Ya right. Thanks man. I'm so proud of being blur. haha..
If he explains to me the next time we meet.. I'll make another posting. =)

Webbed, Big feet..

2007-02-06T06:10:00.001-08:00

A day after Tuesday.. Not as bad as yesterday, which was a total sian-ness. =)

Let me see.. Though morning didn't really start off well, overall still alright but just a little tired. Haha..

Wanna know why? Woke up at 730am instead of 7am. And since I always take 45 mins to get ready, my dad has to wait for me for about 25 mins, JUST TO SEND ME TO DOVER MRT STATION. =) Haha! So can imagine how angry he was?? Easily annoyed with those innocent drivers on the road by horning the car. =x Never seen him so pissed. I was frightened la. I didn't know what to say so, *silence*. He said with disappointment, "People just never seem to care about their surroundings.. They just do what they do. Oh well, it's human nature." =x Err, referring to me aaahh??

Kuku joke of the day....

*Note that: dialogue has been modified a lil cos i'd deleted the messages from sms*

Chris: "Why do ducks have webbed feet?"
Sammie: "Haha! What a question.. Cos they can swim faster wad.. Right?"
Chris: "No... So that they can put out fire!"

Chris: "Now why do elephants have big feet?"
Sammie: "Cos they can kill prey? Haha. Ay? Elephants don't hunt hor.."
Chris: "They are herbivores.. Haha.. So that they can brush away burning ducks. "
Sammie: "-.- ahh! I'm gonna post this on blog tonight..........."

Hahaha.. Nonsense lar Chris! Don't know if i should really laugh at it or not. Haha.. As I said, dialogue has slightly been changed.. But of course, idea is there. Right? :)

=( Sian-ness. Econs test's on this thurs morning. Can't sleep late on Wed and go for the later class in the afternoon..

Anyway, just got home not long ago from work at Sunset Way. Heng heng not many customers tonight. My legs were so tired.. =)

Got to refresh myself and study for econs test! (though feel like sleeping badly)

2005-04-30T01:10:00.000-07:00

GROW OLD WITH YOU-adam sandler

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

2005-01-22T01:10:00.000-08:00

I DONT WANNA MISS A THING-AEROSMITH

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I
could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

2005-01-20T22:27:00.000-08:00

You Took My Heart Away-MLTR

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream
But you...
Saw me through
Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home
And now...
I'm in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
Living in a world so cold (living in a world so cold)
You are there to warm my soul (you are there to warm my soul)
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
And now...
I'm in love

You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everythingAnd a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life

Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We'll never be alone

You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning
You become the meaning of my life