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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

After a 2 months of attachment, I realised I have changed.. quite a lot..

I've worked hard.. I have made myself to wake up early just to be in time. I've put on much make up just to look pretty, presentable and matching with my reception's uniform. I'm facing hard times most of the times.. like how seniors complained how blur I am or how guests felt unhappy about my service. Remembering hard every standard procedures to avoid making mistakes but I still do. Haha.. Worst still, didn't charge the guests which I have to end up risking by taking the amount from the credit card number. I'm always fearing that guests would return and search for explanations.. Other than those, I'm quite happy with work. Will always try to learn the hard and positive way..

My life is starting to change. My dad's retired. My mom, by the end of next month, will be jobless. Me, a trainee, earning little 500 bucks per month. My dad's gonna sell this Dover house away and buy a hdb flat. Well, I don't mind living in hdb, but I worry about my mom. She's demanding, selfless and greedy most of the times. What exactly does she wants, none of us knows. Is she in her menopause stage? I hope she just stop affecting the people around her.. Fearing she would just commit something wrong one day.. Fearing my family will fall financially.
Fears... everyday. I wanted to think that my life is as simple as working happily, meeting my peers when we have the time, having small talks with family members about my work and dating a right one till marriage. Simply, just wanna do all these...

However, it isn't all these. I need to plan how to get myself a degree after my diploma. Need to think how I'm going to get a reasonable pay after my diploma to get that degree or maybe just to support myself and my family in future time to come... Blaa...

watch me shine.

2:15 AM

20 yrs old boring, auntie-look-alike. =p

Perfumes, music esp Jazz, bright colours, fantasizing, watch lame shows, shop (including if I have $), munch on tidbits..

Ants, humid/hot weather, disrespectful and ill-mannered people, society.

Happy family, to earn more $, get a driving license, get into good place for attachment!

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