SAD TOPIC

Guess I must be really insane. For someone who's never been close to me in these 3 years time. And only when recently our friendship's got better, he's leaving.

Before boarding the plane...

"this is it babe... I'll be back soon... You be good aight?"

It's uncomfortable.. But since he said he'll be back soon, I'm just gonna spend my time like usual.. Forget about time. Motivate myself, like what I did when Melissa's away.

And again, I'm thinking of saving up for the trips to melbourne.

Melissa's living next month. Although we spent SO SO SO SO TRIPLE little time together, we both understand each other's schedule. Although we seldom contact, even if she's in sg, we can still feel each other's concern. See what's friendship about... Understanding, trust. If only lovers can be like this....

HAPPY TOPIC

Terence, friend of Pris's boyfriend bought me a pair of wedges from BATA. LOL. He thought my pair of black shoes doesn't match my outfit. No. Actually he didn't like the POINTY part. Well, I insisted of going home to change into another pair. But he said nevermind, he'll buy me a new pair later. Hahaa.. Cos he was almost desperate to find a SPC petrol kiosk then! No more petrol liao~ Blaa.

I asked, "Why SPC? Must really be SPC meh?"

Terence replied, "My parents la!! They only go to SPC cos we have the discount card! It would be cheaper..."

Me asked again, "How much cheaper?"

"$10 plus", Terence said ending with a faint 'hehehe....'

*PIAK* I PAY THE $10 FOR YOU LA. GO TO ESSO!
But still ended up in Jurong East SPC... =.-''

Yup yup..! I went to NIE's Band concert. It was good.. =) never enjoyed such music for long time. Kept thinking of the times I had throughout in JT Band. Too bad.. it's gone.

Conversation with Chris on MSN earlier on.....

chris says:
actually, i was thinking earlier today

chris says:
that you're brilliant

chris says:
you're very smart la

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
hahaha

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
why leh?

chris says:
not academically or anything, but street-smart

*s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
ERR

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
examples which made you felt that way?

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
lOl

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
im super gong lar

chris says:
no. that's the brilliant part.

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
huh

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
okay..

Asked him to explain...

chris says:
well looking blur is part of an act

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
=.-""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
i dont understand

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
that's the brilliant part?

chris says:
yes.. it's reminiscient of the symbolic atypism of the type of asian girls that guys like

chris says:
which is part of why u appear so attractive

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
SUPER CHIMMMMMMMMMM

chris says:
okok. how about u act exactly like what guys like to see in girls

chris says:
hahaha

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
sexy? smart? easy?

chris says:
not so much smart, hahahahaha

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
-.-'' WHY

chris says:
cos' most guys are intimidated by girls smarter than them, the kind that can think for themselves so cannot be dominated or bullied

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
okay

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
then what did you say abt me

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
what act blur..

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
guys like to see girls act blur?

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
and what does it got to do with street smart?

chris says:
yeah, sort of. blur easy to bluff that kind (AM I SO GULLIBLE HUH?)

chris says:
like this friend i was talking to just now. lol

chris says:
anyway, is like, you're smart cos' altho u act that way you're not. smarter than that. which is good.

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
ok..

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
smart..

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
why smart

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
HAH

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
why

* s A m m I e * ( Nth.. I'm just tired. Nth.. I'm just over-reacting.. ) says:
dont get it

chris says:
that's the brilliant part! u're not even aware of it. that means u internalized ur behaviour already.

Ya right. Thanks man. I'm so proud of being blur. haha..
If he explains to me the next time we meet.. I'll make another posting. =)