Life.. I don't know. It's so unpredictable huh? You really won't know what will happen tomorrow or even an hr later... *Sighs*
Life is a gift.. Everyone must treasure your lives. I believe it's really precious.. Even if it's out fortunate or otherwise, it's still precious.
Anyway, some individuals should really look things at a different point of view sometimes. For some, it takes like forever for them to realise :)
Enjoy your everyday peeps!
watch me shine.
2:57 AM
...List out your top 5 birthday presents u wish for:
- Holiday trip to Japan or beautiful resorts.
- Part time job with good pay.
- Move to a nice hdb.
- A life time consultant.
- Peace.
1. The person who tagged u is:
Priscilla
2. Your relationship with her is:Best friends for 10 over years!
3. Your 5 impressions of her:Pleasant, chubby, lovely, helpful and talented.
4. The most memorable thing she has done for you:Haha.. to spend her precious time with me as she’s always busy.
5. The most memorable words she has said to you:That she loves me!!
6. If she becomes your lover, you will?: hahaha.. Be fortunate.. but she’s so attached!
7. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on?:She’s a great lover.. J
8. If she becomes your enemy, you will:Try to be friends with her again.. but this won’t happen!
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is:
… Never thought of that.. Maybe misunderstanding?
10. The most desired thing you would like to do for her now is?:To buy lots of hello kitty stuffs for her and also shower her with my blessings!
11. Your overall impression of her:
A friend whom I can be with forever.. Trustworthy, loyal, genuine.. Nothing to hide.. I’m fortunate to have met her in that ulu primary school.. J No regrets.
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
Weird, temperamental, flirtatious, act cute, blur. LOL.
13. The character you love about yourself is:That I have an imaginery mind.
14. On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself:
Being too emotional.. and blur.
15. The most ideal person I would like to be:Sammi Chueng. She's confident, beautiful and got lovely voice.
16. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them:
I'll have to apologise for the nasty things i've done or said to you. I'll alwayss remember you all. Forgive me if I've neglected you and also thanks for being there for me when I needed someone.
watch me shine.
12:17 AM
After a 2 months of attachment, I realised I have changed.. quite a lot..I've worked hard.. I have made myself to wake up early just to be in time. I've put on much make up just to look pretty, presentable and matching with my reception's uniform. I'm facing hard times most of the times.. like how seniors complained how blur I am or how guests felt unhappy about my service. Remembering hard every standard procedures to avoid making mistakes but I still do. Haha.. Worst still, didn't charge the guests which I have to end up risking by taking the amount from the credit card number. I'm always fearing that guests would return and search for explanations.. Other than those, I'm quite happy with work. Will always try to learn the hard and positive way..My life is starting to change. My dad's retired. My mom, by the end of next month, will be jobless. Me, a trainee, earning little 500 bucks per month. My dad's gonna sell this Dover house away and buy a hdb flat. Well, I don't mind living in hdb, but I worry about my mom. She's demanding, selfless and greedy most of the times. What exactly does she wants, none of us knows. Is she in her menopause stage? I hope she just stop affecting the people around her.. Fearing she would just commit something wrong one day.. Fearing my family will fall financially.Fears... everyday. I wanted to think that my life is as simple as working happily, meeting my peers when we have the time, having small talks with family members about my work and dating a right one till marriage. Simply, just wanna do all these...However, it isn't all these. I need to plan how to get myself a degree after my diploma. Need to think how I'm going to get a reasonable pay after my diploma to get that degree or maybe just to support myself and my family in future time to come... Blaa...
watch me shine.
2:15 AM
CAN'T GET TO SLEEP!! =x So I guess this is the right time to do the updates ya? Hehe..
Well~ This is the last class outing to Batam on 25.06 =) Picture above was taken before the trip at about 830am. Kenny, me, Cheryl, hahaa tom-boy miss ong, Rubun and Adil. I was having flu since that previous night but I couldn't bear to miss this outing! .JPG)
Another pic before the trip with the girls.. :)
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11:52 AM
After a small project discussion and chat with Dav, I went to Westmall and bought slimming shower gel, pantyliners, contact lenses and its solution with my pay I got today.. Haha.. Anyway, the chat was about my complicating family background. He was speechless when I told him the problems I've faced and facing now. Haha.. Gosh I won't say nothing about it now.YUP! I've bought that slimming shower gel. I hope it really works. LOL. Mentioned, results can be shown in a month time. "Sure?!", I thought. Without hesitation, I've bought it. Original price is app. $50! And I only got it at $20. How cheap, lol. (-.-" now my stepdad starts telling me why this stuff won't work. AH!)After buying these stuffs, I've left with so 'much' money. Really felt damn down la. I've realised I could have bought clothes for myself. Sh*t.I've been going out so much lately and I haven't started revising for my exam next week. Even more down.. I need encouragement. Give me some please?Anyway, I'm gonna get changed. Haha.. Gonna meet my primary schoolmate soon! Haha.. To my primary school pals, guess who he is. LOL. TATA! :)
watch me shine.
3:21 AM
My scanner's not exactly working so got Pris to do it. But.. I didn't know it came out so small here. Haha.. Nevermind. As long as you can see that we are best friends after 13 years of friendship! 
There is one picture I didn't like in here. Lol. All thanks to Pris la.. My face was distorted by her last minute accidental creation.
However it is, I still love these pictures cos of her beautiful creation to the first two pictures. =) You wouldn't believe how long we got this done. We took about nearly an hour to decorate these pictures! Ridiculous right? There's no time limitation, therefore we took our precious sweet time! It's really a long time since we last taken sticker photos. Hehe.. Pris love this machine a lot though she has got problem.. posing. Hahaa.. I enjoyed that day and thanks for accompanying me to ICA for a long time. =)
I also enjoyed the chinese dessert with you, Gav and Terence last night. It's been a long time there's such gathering. The almond paste and the mixed balls dumplings. LOL! Terence and Gav were laughing at this name.. And Gav started telling us about a man in World's Guiness Record. He chopped off his 'thing' in a slow and calm manner. He even saw it. Haha.. almost lost my appetite man!
Alright. I'm going for an interview this week but I don't know when! Lol. Hopefully I'm going to that hotel with Ellina.. She's still waiting for her contract. Haha.. Hope you get the letter soon! If we really get in, hahaa! I'll torture you with my idiotic behaviours! :)
I'm tired.. from the long hours work. Last Sun at Expo wasn't exactly hard job. But the long hours almost dozed me off! We waited for the event to end so we could clear every tables glasses, 150 tables napkins and table cloths. When the event ended, it was about 2am. We left at 3am and I slept at 4am without washing my hair, only body. I was so lazy and I thought I can wash it at 7am when preparing for school. I woke up at 820am and I'm only 30 mins away from the first class! Hahaa.. I quickly did my refreshments for 15 mins then rushed down by cab. I was 5 minutes late but mam was so kind enough, didn't give me demerit points :)
Yesterday I worked for a catering company in royal hotel @queens. Ellina and I thought it was royal hotel. We were fed up with the people who kept telling us where the hotel is located. One said was at Waterloo another said it's at Newton. They're playing us up la! Haha. We were really feeling quite weird with this company cos it's our first time with them. =)
Anyway, we were told last minute that there's a second place near Newton MRT, a service apartment. Beautiful place I must say! Hahaha. I kept "wa-ing" in envy. Ellina said I was really 'sua ku' in Indonesian language. Whatever la.. She's another rich girl what! That's why I was behaving that way what..
Haha finally there was one place which made her "waa". It's simply a nicely furnished bathroom with steam room sauna, sauna, shower room and cubicles. Haha.. The cubicles. They are almost transparent can! Ellina even said she can see my uh hem! Undie's colour! hahaha! Sick la. No security! It was cool lar.. Service was so simple and we earned few bucks just like that. =)
watch me shine.
8:16 AM
What an ass. I have to queue for an hour and 15 minutes for a 3 minutes consultation. Because I know I have to wait long in a polyclinic, that's why I waited for the whole day at home till evening for my dad get me to a private clinic.. It's really a bad experience.Air condition was too cold. F**KING cold and annoyed. Level of TV was too loud. Staffs turned me off (All thought they were pretty. They talked like some gangsters. ) Doctor was really argh.. I kept sneezing, sneezing and sneezing. Can imagine that kind of torture? My head hurts damn bad. Yet no staff took any initiative to turn down the temperature. Forget it. Then! I had to figure out what sicknesses the 7 patients before me were diagnosed with cos' they seriously stayed in there for more than 10 minutes! Then, when there's one more left to go before I could finally leave that clinic, this young couple and a small child cut my que. Well, I could really understand that because that child was having rashes all over the face. BUT! I should be informed by the staff. It's a basic courteousy damn it. Really. The staff was totally ignorant about the next patient!!!!! WHAT AN ASS OK?Ok FINE. When I got in to see the doctor, he checked my throat, temperature and my breathing. All he could say was, "hmm it's nothing serious. Unless you have green phelgm and terrible throat pain, I'll give you an antibiotics." YOU CALL YOURSELF A QUALIFIED DOCTOR??????!!!!!!!!!! My GOD. He's a pervert. While he was checking my breathing, he checked thrice at the back. WHY? First was outside my layer of shirt. Second, he led his instrument inside my shirt (understandable) and third, he said he has to check if there's any rashes, so he pulled up my shirt! This was not it. He continued asking if there were rashes on other places. I looked at him and said, "no, thought you've checked my back?". He then asked to check my shin. CRAP. I had to pull up my pants to show him my legs. I felt extremely uncomfortable. So I asked, "what has rashes got to do with my cold?". Doctor replied, "To see if you have symptoms of dengue fever." YOU'RE SUPER IDIOTIC. You checked my temperature, you didn't tell me if I've got any fever and now you're telling me if I have symptoms for dengue. WOW thanks for your help doctor ass. I'm sure I'm not gonna go to your clinic again as you're damn unprofessional.I am so sick.. I was so starving the whole day and my first meal was at 830pm. I can't imagine if everyday is like this. It is insanely sickening.
watch me shine.
7:05 AM
On the way to Batam in ferry.. I could felt the joy of 1 and 1/2hr, sleeping.
This picture was taken in the ferry while coming back to Singapore. I've bought so much junk food!! I've really regretted how I've spent the money that whole day! It's unbearable la! I could have bought RL Polo-Ts. Brr. Forget it. I got really heavy flu when I got back to Singapore. That night.. I was taken care by 'him' and I recovered the next day. It was a touching experience and that was the last good thing I could remember what he's done for me :(
Hahaha! Kenny used to sit next to me in class and spurt nonsense. I like to disturb him with some weird jokes and he'll give me some stunned look. Anyway, I borrowed this Shrek's ears from him and forced him to take a photo with me =) Haha.. Kenny said I looked cute! HEE.
And this is me alone acting cute! =) I was really in a good mood cos my presentation went smoothly before that. Haha.. This is a sign of relief and happiness. Stress-free I shall say. By the way, in case you wanna know, who's that person at the background, she's Cheryl. Haha.. Someone who just says whatever she wants. Talks really crappy stuffs but overall a fun person to talk to though she doesn't look that way? =x 
Me and Pasca trying hard to pose like Arabian women after the event in the palm reading tent =) But it's obviously a total failure. Whatever.. Haha.. Decorations was partially taken away already when we took this photo. If not, you'll get to see the tent lighted with candles too..!
My scanner's not exactly working so got Pris to do it. But.. I didn't know it came out so small here. Haha.. Nevermind. As long as you can see that we are best friends after 13 years of friendship! 
There is one picture I didn't like in here. Lol. All thanks to Pris la.. My face was distorted by her last minute accidental creation.